9/5/08

Today was a pretty shitty day :/ Not that shitty but shitty enough to make me feel down. In pe, we had bump circles and like truthfully, my group sucks. It's only delana, me, and patrick that is good. So like the others have like sharp ass angles for their bumps so they bumped one to me and I hit it while kinda diving. and it came at me again so I tried to push off the ground with my hand but ended up pushing with my thumb -__- I think I sprained it. The next thing was at the football game when I was walking back to the bleachers and like I saw erin so I went up behind her and poked her sides. From the back, I couldn't see that she was holding a drink. So when I poked her, she squeezed her drink and it squirted out -___- man I feel like a fucking ass. Another thing depressed me today.. When people (especially friends) feel awkward around me, I get pretty depressed and I guess hurt? idk. Its just me. UGHHH so depressed :/

9/4/08

Man.. I really hate my classes. Like, the first 3 periods are fricking cold as hell. So I have to bring a jacket. But once 4th period hits, it gets REALLY hot -__- mainly because I have pe :D Oh! today at the lunch line, angela was waiting in a different line. Then they closed it for some reason. So she went over to mine line which already had about 8 people in it. Once she got settled, they reopened xD what a loser. anyways. During american gov., cummins was talking about how florida looks like a penis xD hella awesome. when we walked home from school today, lorraine was talking about how she wanted to fly, and I was like you'll be like a black bird! and she said yeah! like a scarecrow! -___- oh man that made my day. When I got home, I slept from 430 to 730. When I woke up my mom was bitchy as hell. She yelled at everyone. and when my dad came home, she yelled at him too.. yay for pms. I don't want to go to senior picnic.. but.

Chyy e eah (11:15:02 PM): should i go to senior picnic?

Chyy e eah (11:15:04 PM): -__-

got errrin (11:15:07 PM): idk.

got errrin (11:15:09 PM): do you want to?

Chyy e eah (11:15:11 PM): iono

got errrin (11:15:21 PM): when is it?

Chyy e eah (11:15:24 PM): iono

Chyy e eah (11:15:27 PM): -__-

got errrin (11:15:33 PM): o.o

got errrin (11:15:35 PM): oh

got errrin (11:15:37 PM): nvm haha

Chyy e eah (11:15:43 PM): dont you hate it

Chyy e eah (11:15:44 PM): when

Chyy e eah (11:15:50 PM): your friends want you to do something

Chyy e eah (11:15:52 PM): but you dont wanna

Chyy e eah (11:15:55 PM): but they persist?

Chyy e eah (11:16:06 PM): so you end up making some stupid excuse?

got errrin (11:16:09 PM): yeah.

got errrin (11:16:26 PM): just say you dont wanna go

got errrin (11:16:33 PM): simply cuz you dont wanna haha

Chyy e eah (11:16:37 PM): ahah

Chyy e eah (11:16:43 PM): and then i get the whys -__-

Chyy e eah (11:16:44 PM): gahhh

got errrin (11:16:48 PM): ignore the why's

got errrin (11:16:49 PM): x]
yupp.. I forgot to say something yesterday. So like. erin wanted to see how much I knew about her. so she asked me straight up "what do you know about me?" I said a couple things and she said I barely knew her at all. So I promised her I would write a list for her about what I know about her and that she'd do the same for me.
You're mysterious, quiet, shy, and cute(don't you dare deny). You hide who you really are to people. You're short. You guard yourself because you'll feel vulnerable if you don't. You hate cocky people. You're a fucking musical genius. Music is your past, present, and future. You're a great artist. Everyone is your enemy... for now. For you, friends come with time. You don't like to open yourself up to people; leaves you vulnerable. You like kitties. Your nails are fricken sharp. You know how to attack people mentally and physically. You're short. You're the oldest and receive the most pressure from parents. If a ball was thrown at you, it'd probably hit you in the face. You're stubborn like a mule. It's impossible for you to get a tan. You give warm hugs. You check out guys from asian dramas. You cry during some movies. You're short. You don't forget things. You don't pry. You like pasta? You have a very, very long tongue. You talk more on aim than in real life. You vent to deal with problems. You like to snowboard. You like the cold. You like to stay away from the crowd. You care. A promise means everything to you. You bang hard. Pang can bang LOL (: You're short. You will still remember me 5 years from now. You get high when sugar is involved. You like to run away from me. You don't like people staring at you. Your laughter is always cut short. Quads are bigger than you. You're hella expensive on friends for sale.

It's all I can come up with for now:P
Oh yeah.. today, I was looking through some old things and. I found something that I truly do regret and still haunts me to this day. Not a day passes by when I don't think about it and imagine what would happen if I had reacted differently. If only I wasn't so cruel. If only I wasn't so stupid. If only.

9/3/08

Ok.. I've procrastinated blogging for like 3 days so here goes. On Monday, I played tennis in the afternoon with steven. We sucked. I think I almost blew out my wrist trying to make some beautiful shots -__- Later that night, julia, tim, erin, darren, and I went to tofu house for dinner. The food was ok but pretty expensive -__- After we ate, we went over to frozo's. Freaking tim got $9 worth of frozen ice cream.. After frozos, we walked around walgreens, checked out the intimacy section then left and went home.
The next day! school D; UGHH Actually, I totally forgot what happened on this day.. fucking procrastination.
Today! I woke up late ): I had to rush rush rush. But I still caught up with julia and tina today. :P slowpokes. All classes boring like always -__- I did all my math homework in three periods though :P I really hate wednesdays. I'm always hungry and there's not enough time for anything. During band practice, it was freaking hot as hell. I also tried to get rid of my farmer's tan :D OMFG FUCKING FLY FUCKING FLYING AROUND BOTHERING ME.. FUCKKK ITS TO HOT FOR THIS.
so yeah. next time, no procrastination.

Overview of Summer08

Because I felt that summer of 08 was the best summer I've ever had, I'm going to try to remember every memorable detail. Once school ended, I immediately went to hang out at darren's, play rock band, sleep hella late, etc. The first monday was relay for life though. now THAT was fun. For the time being, it is going to be the highlight of my summer. I stayed there overnight and pulled an allnighter. We played football at random hours of the night and before the sun had set, it was fucking hot. It got to the point where when you got a water balloon thrown at you, the water would evaporate within 10-15 minutes. I saw so many people at relay for life. There was darren, perry, alex n. and tu, jesse, basil, elizabeth ho and chi, thanh, angela, josephine, ha, michelle, michael, abraham, wilson yu, jenann, ami, and many more. When 5am hit, albert and I ran 2 miles then we had breakfast which was pancakes and deformed sausages. and that was pretty much the end of relay for life.
The next thing that happened was ohlone. I went to ohlone to take spanish3.. omggg it was like torture/cool. I didn't know anybody except for kim ngo and a few people I met there. Everyday was kinda boring b/c again, I barely knew anyone, I was basically just there. But whatever, I pulled through and stayed in that class. I didn't participate at all though... Oh yeah.. we went on a lot of trips for that class. First, we went to SF to visit MOMA to visit the Frida Kahlo gallery.. that was kinda boring. But after, we went out to eat at Mel's Diner I think? and we totally pretended that it was this girl's birthday and they gave us free stuff and everything. xD The next place we went was dinner at a mexican restaurant and salsa dancing. I only went to the restaurant and not salsa b/c I didn't have a ride. w/e.. enough of spanish. I'M FUCKING DONE WITH THAT SHIT. NO MAS DAMMIT!
The next thing was doing an sf run. It was darren, jesse, perry, and me. I think that was it :P But yeah.. we took bart up to sf. On the way, we played 10 truths and we learned some pretty interesting things -__- When we got off, we went to the westfield mall where we walked around and ditched perry a couple of times :P then we went to eat some fries. Next, we went to the metreon, then we walked by the moscone center, to this play area where perry was totally into this little 8th grader ;D Then we walked allllll the way to pier 39. We just walked there, chilled, did w/e. Then when we got bored we wanted to walk back to the bart station as fast as possible so we tried to take a shortcut.. yeah.. we hit so many fucking uphill dead ends.. We hit one dead end that was like the entrance to coit tower or something. Oh and during another dead end, perry wanted to climb down the cliff -___- that was like a fucking 10 story drop... So we walked around and when we actually got to the bart station, about an hour and a half past by. whoo fun. Then after, we got back to milpitas and darren's dad took us to obon festival where there were some pretty cute girls but most of them were taken :/ lol. We also played this game where you have to throw a ping pong ball into this cup of water.. it was kinda hard but I got a fish and jesse got 2 -__-
The next thing was going to a Giants game with darren, jessica, and kenny. That was pretty fun (: we took bart up to sf and then we had to RUNNN all the way down to the ball park. Our seats weren't that great but at least it wasn't in the outfield. The garlic fries were good but helllaaa expensive. We also took a walk around the park and it was freezing :P Later, people sitting by darren's dad left so we got their seats. omg. it was so nice, right behind home plate. Also, there was this white guy who took of his shirt and started dancing. Then there was this fat black guy who also started dancing -__- that's pretty disturbing.
The next thing was hiking up mission peak. omg that was fun and tiring. So we started hiking up at approx 7 and it was kinda chilly but once we hiked up about a mile, we got warmed up and started taking jackets off. On the way we took like 3 breaks and kenny needed to take a shit the entire time -__- there was this biker that came out of the bushes and he looked like he just took a shit there -__- also, there was soo many horse shit everywhere omg.. they totally own kenny. When we were a quarter of a mile from reaching the top, the scenery looked hella awesome, the clouds were drifting around us and it just looked cool everytime a cloud enveloped us then blew away :P At the top, we at some fruit roll ups xD and took some random ass pics. On the way down, we met tyler shiramizu's parents and later, they were running down and totally passed us. I think the hike down is much more scarier than going up b/c there's that higher risk of falling. But w/e that was fun. Next, we walked to the bus stop and rode down to tapioca/tk area where we ate. Then we went to darren's place to rockband :P
The next thing was doing endlist set on expert at darren's house. omgg that was killer. But it was way faster than when we did hard. we got better :P kenny and I slept over but jessica had to leave b/c she wanted her beaty sleep -_-
I'll add more things when I remember them :P or remind me!

8/30/08

I'm such an idiot -__- I slept at 5:30 last night b/c I was watching Never Back Down. omg I love that movie, it's so cool xD Then when I woke up, it was 12.. 5.5 hours of sleep, good job wilson. But anyways I started working on some calc hw once I finish with the morning stuff. Then Tim wanted me and my brother to go over to his house to play starcraft :P So we went over there at like 430 and played for 5 fucking hours xD I got home at 9 and my cousins and family family friends were over o.o I then went on the comp and worked on some bio hw.. I finished with all my homework (calc,bio,gov list) except for my HMI essay for english. anyways.. I wanted to talk about something but I totally forgot what it was.. oh well.. I can't think of it right now, it'll come to me later.

8/29/08

I don't know what to talk about today so I'll just rant about random stuff that came up.
Walking home was such a pain in the ass. Carrying a bio book and a calc book with my mellophone in the apprx 90 degrees heat was sooo tiring. Once I got home, I went to sleep.. WELL I washed up first THEN slept but yeah. I slept from 4-830 xD I woke up and when I got on the computer.. jessica left me a random as hell message:

BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:18 PM):	oo you know that
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:23 PM):	if there's anything wrong
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:28 PM):	you can always come to me right?
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:31 PM):	you can trust me
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:32 PM):	=]
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:38 PM):	and if im not online and its like
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:40 PM):	3 in the morning
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:44 PM):	go ahead and call me
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:49 PM):	and wake me up to vent
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:51 PM):	or talk
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:53 PM):	or whatever
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:54 PM):	b/c i know
BUTitsMEEjessica (4:44:00 PM):	i'd call you just to do that at 3 am

random much?
yeahh.. and later on, kenny told me about some weird thing. A person thinks that I hate him even though I'm good friends with him. Just b/c I did not talk to him a lot this week doesn't mean I hate him or anything. and whenever he asks me what's up? b/c I look dead I always say I'm tired which is the truth but I guess he's taking it that I don't want to talk to him or something o.o. But like I said, it's the truth -__- For some reason, school is already killing me. Well, it's mainly calc bc that is killing me. For the first week of school, I had a test on tuesday and thursday and hw that was due on friday that was barely taught b/c we ran out of time.. For the whole week, I usually slept at 1 or 2. This is killer on my body.. AND the fact that we get screamed at during almost every marching practice. I start to feel stressed -__-. So test + practices + lack of sleep = tired... RIGHT? lol and I think he starts making up his own excuses for why I don't talk as much or I stay home. I already explained the talking a lot part. But I stay home most of the time now b/c.. well.. it is school right? I can't go out as much as I did in the summer. I can't go out every friday night to rockband. His excuse for why I don't go to his house to rockband or hang out or whatever is because I just rockband at home by myself. Well.. I do that but. I stay home b/c my mom doesn't like me going out a lot during the school year. and it's my time to take long ass naps without the thought of homework in the back of my head during that day. Almost everything I do has a reason.. Life is getting so complicated already. It's only the first week of senior year and I don't like it already. I didn't put hate b/c there are some good parts. Oh yeah. he also wants to have "deep convos" but, who said we haven't tried. It just doesn't click for me when I talk to him about those things. Like, when you tell someone something that you really felt you had to tell someone just to get it off of your chest? I tell him something like that but, it just doesn't satisfy. The weight of what I want to say is still there even when I tell him. So I only occaisionally talk to him about those things. I'm also the kind of guy that usually have these kind of convos with girls b/c talking to guys about these things usually make me feel gay :P But theres only one exception to kenny b/c iono.. somethings are directed to guys only and things that I tell him usually click and he usually knows what I'm thinking about.. which is fucking creepy D:
There.

BUTitsMEEjessica (11:16:27 PM):	he thinks you hate him
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:16:31 PM):	b/c you guys dont talk anymore
Chyy e eah (11:16:47 PM):	o.o
Chyy e eah (11:16:48 PM):	about what?
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:16 PM):	about anything
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:18 PM):	in general
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:18 PM):	like
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:21 PM):	if your angry
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:24 PM):	you dont talk to him about it
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:28 PM):	you just stay angry
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:30 PM):	and then
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:33 PM):	tell us fellow ladies
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:35 PM):	and stuff
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:37 PM):	and maybe kenny
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:39 PM):	or something
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:40 PM):	ino
Chyy e eah (11:17:56 PM):	i was only angry once this week
Chyy e eah (11:18:03 PM):	and that was the practice
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:18:14 PM):	o0o
Chyy e eah (11:18:15 PM):	and i didnt talk to ***** about b/c
Chyy e eah (11:18:34 PM):	it might have been mine and julias fault anyways b/c kaldy yelled at ***** for it or w/e
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:18:39 PM):	o0o
Chyy e eah (11:18:40 PM):	so i didnt wanna bring it up
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:18:44 PM):	o0o0o
Chyy e eah (11:18:46 PM):	and the other times
Chyy e eah (11:18:48 PM):	i was tired
Chyy e eah (11:18:50 PM):	like
Chyy e eah (11:18:52 PM):	dead tired
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:18:56 PM):	he says that you always say that
Chyy e eah (11:18:57 PM):	i would be sleepy by second period
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:00 PM):	o0o
Chyy e eah (11:19:13 PM):	b/c i have bc first period
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:24 PM):	o0o0o
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:25 PM):	=[
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:27 PM):	that sucks
Chyy e eah (11:19:27 PM):	i have hw that sousa doesnt teach us and tests
Chyy e eah (11:19:33 PM):	so im like
Chyy e eah (11:19:35 PM):	up til 2
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:38 PM):	o0o0o0o0o
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:33 PM):	well iono
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:41 PM):	i think *****'s just parinod of the whole thing
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:42 PM):	he says
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:45 PM):	your closer to kenny
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:50 PM):	ex: mission peak
Chyy e eah (11:21:08 PM):	b/c truthfully
Chyy e eah (11:21:20 PM):	i dont click with *****when i talk to him about stuff
Chyy e eah (11:21:25 PM):	maybe general stuff
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:21:34 PM):	o0o
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:25 PM):	iono
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:26 PM):	i think
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:35 PM):	he just wants to have deep convos with you
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:37 PM):	but he knows that
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:39 PM):	he never can
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:49 PM):	since you guys never actually HAD a deep convo
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:52 PM):	you know?
Chyy e eah (11:23:10 PM):	lol
Chyy e eah (11:23:16 PM):	never had but have tried
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:23 PM):	really?
Chyy e eah (11:23:34 PM):	tried
Chyy e eah (11:23:38 PM):	but he turns idle
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:41 PM):	o0o
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:42 PM):	on aim?
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:46 PM):	you can never count on it
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:48 PM):	-_-
Chyy e eah (11:23:50 PM):	lol
Chyy e eah (11:23:53 PM):	but
Chyy e eah (11:24:04 PM):	he gets too distracted in real life
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:24:16 PM):	LOL like how?
Chyy e eah (11:24:33 PM):	short attention span?
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:24:44 PM):	oo0o0o
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:24:47 PM):	i seee
Chyy e eah (11:26:52 PM):	like sometimes
Chyy e eah (11:27:03 PM):	he brushes some of the things i say aside
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:27:34 PM):	really?
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:27:40 PM):	he says the same with you
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:27:50 PM):	i guess its like an even thing?
Chyy e eah (11:28:08 PM):	iono?
Chyy e eah (11:28:09 PM):	o.o
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:29:53 PM):	anyways
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:29:58 PM):	yeaa
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:01 PM):	he thinks
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:07 PM):	your gonna hate him now for thinking that
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:09 PM):	-_-
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:19 PM):	you should tell him you dont hate him either
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:21 PM):	like what kenny did
Chyy e eah (11:30:30 PM):	i cant tell him i know
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:35 PM):	well
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:36 PM):	he knows
Chyy e eah (11:30:36 PM):	kenny told me not to
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:37 PM):	you know
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:39 PM):	o0o
Chyy e eah (11:30:39 PM):	o.o
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:40 PM):	well
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:42 PM):	now he knows
Chyy e eah (11:30:48 PM):	lol
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:00 PM):	just say like
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:16 PM):	"o, jessica told me what you think and i want to let you know that i dont hate you"
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:22 PM):	but dont sound homo about it..
Chyy e eah (11:31:32 PM):	lol
Chyy e eah (11:31:43 PM):	i odnt thinks theres a way to do that
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:51 PM):	lol
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:53 PM):	just say like
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:55 PM):	YO *****
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:59 PM):	i dont hate you
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:01 PM):	DAWG
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:02 PM):	haha
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:03 PM):	jkk
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:05 PM):	thats like
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:06 PM):	ghetto
Chyy e eah (11:32:11 PM):	im not black
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:31 PM):	haha
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:36 PM):	well your dark enough to pass
Chyy e eah (11:32:51 PM):	im not!
Chyy e eah (11:32:55 PM):	compared to lorraine
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:34:54 PM):	LMAO
Chyy e eah (11:35:12 PM):	and he also thinks i dont rb at his place b/c i have it myself right?
Chyy e eah (11:35:14 PM):	-__-
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:35:21 PM):	yea
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:35:55 PM):	maybe thats the reason why he never give you songs
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:36:02 PM):	maybe he's scared you'll leave us
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:36:03 PM):	or something
Chyy e eah (11:36:08 PM):	-__-
Chyy e eah (11:36:25 PM):	thats what i thought
Chyy e eah (11:36:45 PM):	but
Chyy e eah (11:36:50 PM):	i also think thats immature
Chyy e eah (11:37:04 PM):	what kinda person would think that their friend would leave them for a game
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:37:11 PM):	lol true
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:37:16 PM):	iono just dont get angry at him
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:37:28 PM):	b/c he doesnt want you to hate him anymore than you "do"
Chyy e eah (11:37:34 PM):	-___-
Chyy e eah (11:37:55 PM):	and
Chyy e eah (11:38:01 PM):	i like talking to girls about stuff b/c
Chyy e eah (11:38:06 PM):	i dont feel gay that way
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:39:26 PM):	LMAO
Chyy e eah (11:40:00 PM):	idk
Chyy e eah (11:40:01 PM):	its just me
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:40:26 PM):	thats true
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:40:37 PM):	i totally understand where your point of view is going
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:40:54 PM):	maybe he just wants convos like
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:40:59 PM):	if you had a bad day
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:00 PM):	or like
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:08 PM):	checking out girls (although he has *** -_-)
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:13 PM):	or sports
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:16 PM):	or something
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:16 PM):	iono
Chyy e eah (11:41:27 PM):	im not into sports...
Chyy e eah (11:41:37 PM):	and i check out girls but i only point out the cute ones
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:41 PM):	HAHA
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:42 PM):	truee
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:48 PM):	its funny b/c we make fun of you
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:57 PM):	xD
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:42:00 PM):	unless its
BUTitsMEEjessica (11:42:04 PM):	D: for you

I had a reason for eveything.. I think?

Bet With the Devil >:]

So Jessca Banh helped me come up with a bet for my own good. I have been chasing girls for such a long time.. I think it's time I take a break, or should I say give them a break :P The deal is that I can not enter a relationship of any kind meaning with girls, guys, transy, w/e until the week before school ends. But, I can check them out, flirt with them, say they're cute, confess my undying love to them, whatever! I just can't enter a relationship. I think this bet is going to be a tough one because well, it's my senior year. It's my last year of high school. What else do I have to do instead of obtaining that overrated education? :P BUT! if I lose the bet, I will have to treat jessica out to a fancy restaurant. :P
So this is the convo we had on 8/24/08 word for word- pink is jessica, black is me

Chyy e eah (12:50:49 AM):	hey
Chyy e eah (12:50:53 AM):	make a deal with me
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:51:03 AM):	LOL
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:51:05 AM):	okk
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:51:07 AM):	what is ti?
Chyy e eah (12:51:08 AM):	so i stay single this whole year
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:51:36 AM):	LOL
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:51:39 AM):	ALRIGHT
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:51:41 AM):	i like this bet
Chyy e eah (12:51:49 AM):	ahaha
Chyy e eah (12:51:54 AM):	pick something
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:52:05 AM):	ok so
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:52:07 AM):	wait
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:52:08 AM):	rulew
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:52:10 AM):	s?
Chyy e eah (12:52:16 AM):	i could like someone
Chyy e eah (12:52:18 AM):	and tell them
Chyy e eah (12:52:24 AM):	but i cant enter relationship
Chyy e eah (12:52:38 AM):	if i do.... (this is where you come in)
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:52:49 AM):	okk
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:52:51 AM):	if you do
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:52:53 AM):	then..
Chyy e eah (12:54:19 AM):	tenn?
Chyy e eah (12:54:21 AM):	thennn?
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:54:26 AM):	o0o
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:54:34 AM):	if you get into a relationship then..
Chyy e eah (12:54:46 AM):	you better have something when i come back
Chyy e eah (12:54:47 AM):	xD
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:54:54 AM):	ok
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:55:40 AM):	ok you can choose:
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:56:01 AM):	a) take me out to dinner xD
BUTitsMEEjessica (12:56:10 AM):	uhh..
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:00:33 AM):	b) run around the mall telling everyone your a nerd
Chyy e eah (1:00:42 AM):	uhhhh
Chyy e eah (1:00:46 AM):	i prefer to take you out
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:00:50 AM):	LMAO
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:00:54 AM):	your gf'd get jealous
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:02:58 AM):	ok
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:03:01 AM):	when does this bet end?
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:04:15 AM):	wait
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:04:24 AM):	do i have to do the same?
Chyy e eah (1:04:51 AM):	if you want
Chyy e eah (1:04:54 AM):	you dont have to
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:04:55 AM):	LOL
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:00 AM):	do you want to?
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:02 AM):	its your ebt
Chyy e eah (1:05:05 AM):	lol
Chyy e eah (1:05:09 AM):	i did it mainly for me
Chyy e eah (1:05:09 AM):	xD
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:13 AM):	haha
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:14 AM):	okk
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:14 AM):	so
Chyy e eah (1:05:15 AM):	but if you wannaaa
Chyy e eah (1:05:16 AM):	xD
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:17 AM):	if YOU
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:19 AM):	lose
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:23 AM):	you have to take me out to dinne
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:29 AM):	OMG
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:31 AM):	we should like
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:05:34 AM):	dress up and everything too
Chyy e eah (1:05:44 AM):	LOL!
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:07:14 AM):	yeaa
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:07:15 AM):	OMg
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:07:17 AM):	that sounds funn
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:07:20 AM):	iw ant steak
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:07:24 AM):	you better save up your money
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:07:28 AM):	imma meat lover
Chyy e eah (1:08:00 AM):	LOL
Chyy e eah (1:08:07 AM):	but rememberrr
Chyy e eah (1:08:08 AM):	only if
Chyy e eah (1:08:09 AM):	:]
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:09:09 AM):	you dont get into a relationship
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:09:10 AM):	wait
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:09:13 AM):	what if you suceed?
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:09:22 AM):	nnothing?
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:09:27 AM):	or do you want a treat?
Chyy e eah (1:09:47 AM):	no need :P
Chyy e eah (1:09:49 AM):	oh
Chyy e eah (1:09:50 AM):	it ends
Chyy e eah (1:09:59 AM):	the week before school ends :]
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:10:06 AM):	LOL
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:10:07 AM):	ok
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:10:21 AM):	so why are you doing this bet?
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:10:30 AM):	what are you trying to promote?
Chyy e eah (1:10:53 AM):	i just want to
Chyy e eah (1:10:54 AM):	for me
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:12:00 AM):	lol
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:12:08 AM):	wilson's OFFICIALLY UNTOUCHABLE!!
BUTitsMEEjessica (1:12:13 AM):	WHOOT

Wish me luck because jessica is a pig :P

8/27/08

Today was the fucking worse day I've had all summer. The bad stuff didn't start coming until later that day so I'll just start from the beginning of my day.
I totally thought that I had a test today in calc but turns out.. I was zoning out when sousa said that the test would be on thursday.. fuck. and I didn't find out about this until 5 minutes before class started. During class, we got our nice, brand new calc books that look almost the same as the AB books. In 3rd period, I almost fell asleep b/c we did NOTHING in the class alllll day. In the other periods, basically nothing else happened..
After school, we had "sectionals." We did nothing today. But we did make a mini library in the brass room where I stuck all the books in the top cubby above joe's and alan's cubby. The place where everything went wrong was when we got on the field for marching. I was pretty tired today during our warm up drill so that was a premonition that that practice was going to be a long one. But once we started the show music, Kaldy came down on us like a fucking strict ass teacher coming down on a kid shooting a spitball right in his face. Everything we (julia, me, sometimes darren) did was wrong wrong wrong. intonation, timing, marching, talking, guiding, disipline, w/e. It was all wrong that day. fuck. the first thing was of course, guiding down to the clarinets. Of course, he tells us to guide to the clarinets, who are the worse fucking guiders in the world (except lorraine b/c she was the point). It got to the point where the line would go almost horizontal when it was supposed to be a diagonal. So me and julia were like w/e.. just guide so we were like halfway into the other brass formation. We were guiding of course but, we get yelled at for fucking messing around. Then, when the clarinets actually got it right for once that day, alan ( our freshmen) and sydnie weren't guiding so me and julia were shooting out to the side, and again, we were fucking yelled at for guiding. Another thing was when we had to backward march like 10-15 yards and we had to squat down a little to cover more ground. Of course, this is the absolute basic thing in marching technique but no. kaldy yells at us for not stand tall and straight up. what the fuck. and then during this set, when we play, I would watch brian(drum major) but then I would be late. and i get yelled at for dragging. hows this my fault.. I watch brian b/c I can't see peter that well from the way i'm going. so there's another one for the list. oh, and another one was when I would be watching peter and then I get yelled at for rushing but this was not from kaldy, it was from darren. maybe he was watching brian b/c kaldy didn't yell at me. After practice was over, there was a section leader meeting and darren came back to the band room telling us that kaldy told us to be more serious and disiplined on the field and that we all need one on one sectionals.
Once I get home.. my parents yell at me for stupid things which made things even worse seeing all that happened during practice.
It's times like these that make me wish that I had someone to hug. fuck.

8/26/08

hmm.. I'll see how I like blogging :D

1. AP calc bc - sousa

2. AmerGov - cummins

3. Eng4 - hanley

4. PE :D

5. Band

6. AP bio - belanger



So, today is the second day of school. I had a ch1 test first period that almost everyone seems to think was SUPER hard. But I just thought it was easy and straightforward. Oh yeah, and my partner in calc is now angela :D I'd rather have her than eugene anytime :P Second period is really fun b/c of cummins. He's really random and funny and really ocd about phones o.o I barely talk to anyone in that class.. I just sit there and enjoy to show. Third period is ok.. hanley is cool but I have ghetto people in my class -__- and we still haven't done anything in the class.. Oh yeah. I sit near angela again. 4th period. I don't know almost ANYONE in that class. I only talk to todd moy and abraham.. and derrick pang is just there -__- 5th period band, same as always sit there, play, get yelled at, get out. for ap bio, we got our books today and had a pretest. I'm so happy because I only missed three :D but darren missed 9 :P I came home today, ate, and slept from 4 to.. 715 :P ughh.. I should be studying right now for my ch2 test tmrw :/ I hope I do well..