9/5/08

Today was a pretty shitty day :/ Not that shitty but shitty enough to make me feel down. In pe, we had bump circles and like truthfully, my group sucks. It's only delana, me, and patrick that is good. So like the others have like sharp ass angles for their bumps so they bumped one to me and I hit it while kinda diving. and it came at me again so I tried to push off the ground with my hand but ended up pushing with my thumb -__- I think I sprained it. The next thing was at the football game when I was walking back to the bleachers and like I saw erin so I went up behind her and poked her sides. From the back, I couldn't see that she was holding a drink. So when I poked her, she squeezed her drink and it squirted out -___- man I feel like a fucking ass. Another thing depressed me today.. When people (especially friends) feel awkward around me, I get pretty depressed and I guess hurt? idk. Its just me. UGHHH so depressed :/