Today was a pretty shitty day :/ Not that shitty but shitty enough to make me feel down. In pe, we had bump circles and like truthfully, my group sucks. It's only delana, me, and patrick that is good. So like the others have like sharp ass angles for their bumps so they bumped one to me and I hit it while kinda diving. and it came at me again so I tried to push off the ground with my hand but ended up pushing with my thumb -__- I think I sprained it. The next thing was at the football game when I was walking back to the bleachers and like I saw erin so I went up behind her and poked her sides. From the back, I couldn't see that she was holding a drink. So when I poked her, she squeezed her drink and it squirted out -___- man I feel like a fucking ass. Another thing depressed me today.. When people (especially friends) feel awkward around me, I get pretty depressed and I guess hurt? idk. Its just me. UGHHH so depressed :/
Friday, September 5, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008
9/4/08
Man.. I really hate my classes. Like, the first 3 periods are fricking cold as hell. So I have to bring a jacket. But once 4th period hits, it gets REALLY hot -__- mainly because I have pe :D Oh! today at the lunch line, angela was waiting in a different line. Then they closed it for some reason. So she went over to mine line which already had about 8 people in it. Once she got settled, they reopened xD what a loser. anyways. During american gov., cummins was talking about how florida looks like a penis xD hella awesome. when we walked home from school today, lorraine was talking about how she wanted to fly, and I was like you'll be like a black bird! and she said yeah! like a scarecrow! -___- oh man that made my day. When I got home, I slept from 430 to 730. When I woke up my mom was bitchy as hell. She yelled at everyone. and when my dad came home, she yelled at him too.. yay for pms. I don't want to go to senior picnic.. but.
Chyy e eah (11:15:02 PM) : should i go to senior picnic?
Chyy e eah (11:15:04 PM) : -__-
got errrin (11:15:07 PM) : idk.
got errrin (11:15:09 PM) : do you want to?
Chyy e eah (11:15:11 PM) : iono
got errrin (11:15:21 PM) : when is it?
Chyy e eah (11:15:24 PM) : iono
Chyy e eah (11:15:27 PM) : -__-
got errrin (11:15:33 PM) : o.o
got errrin (11:15:35 PM) : oh
got errrin (11:15:37 PM) : nvm haha
Chyy e eah (11:15:43 PM) : dont you hate it
Chyy e eah (11:15:44 PM) : when
Chyy e eah (11:15:50 PM) : your friends want you to do something
Chyy e eah (11:15:52 PM) : but you dont wanna
Chyy e eah (11:15:55 PM) : but they persist?
Chyy e eah (11:16:06 PM) : so you end up making some stupid excuse?
got errrin (11:16:09 PM) : yeah.
got errrin (11:16:26 PM) : just say you dont wanna go
got errrin (11:16:33 PM) : simply cuz you dont wanna haha
Chyy e eah (11:16:37 PM) : ahah
Chyy e eah (11:16:43 PM) : and then i get the whys -__-
Chyy e eah (11:16:44 PM) : gahhh
got errrin (11:16:48 PM) : ignore the why's
got errrin (11:16:49 PM) : x]
yupp.. I forgot to say something yesterday. So like. erin wanted to see how much I knew about her. so she asked me straight up "what do you know about me?" I said a couple things and she said I barely knew her at all. So I promised her I would write a list for her about what I know about her and that she'd do the same for me.
You're mysterious, quiet, shy, and cute(don't you dare deny). You hide who you really are to people. You're short. You guard yourself because you'll feel vulnerable if you don't. You hate cocky people. You're a fucking musical genius. Music is your past, present, and future. You're a great artist. Everyone is your enemy... for now. For you, friends come with time. You don't like to open yourself up to people; leaves you vulnerable. You like kitties. Your nails are fricken sharp. You know how to attack people mentally and physically. You're short. You're the oldest and receive the most pressure from parents. If a ball was thrown at you, it'd probably hit you in the face. You're stubborn like a mule. It's impossible for you to get a tan. You give warm hugs. You check out guys from asian dramas. You cry during some movies. You're short. You don't forget things. You don't pry. You like pasta? You have a very, very long tongue. You talk more on aim than in real life. You vent to deal with problems. You like to snowboard. You like the cold. You like to stay away from the crowd. You care. A promise means everything to you. You bang hard. Pang can bang LOL (: You're short. You will still remember me 5 years from now. You get high when sugar is involved. You like to run away from me. You don't like people staring at you. Your laughter is always cut short. Quads are bigger than you. You're hella expensive on friends for sale.
It's all I can come up with for now:P
Oh yeah.. today, I was looking through some old things and. I found something that I truly do regret and still haunts me to this day. Not a day passes by when I don't think about it and imagine what would happen if I had reacted differently. If only I wasn't so cruel. If only I wasn't so stupid. If only.
yupp.. I forgot to say something yesterday. So like. erin wanted to see how much I knew about her. so she asked me straight up "what do you know about me?" I said a couple things and she said I barely knew her at all. So I promised her I would write a list for her about what I know about her and that she'd do the same for me.
You're mysterious, quiet, shy, and cute(don't you dare deny). You hide who you really are to people. You're short. You guard yourself because you'll feel vulnerable if you don't. You hate cocky people. You're a fucking musical genius. Music is your past, present, and future. You're a great artist. Everyone is your enemy... for now. For you, friends come with time. You don't like to open yourself up to people; leaves you vulnerable. You like kitties. Your nails are fricken sharp. You know how to attack people mentally and physically. You're short. You're the oldest and receive the most pressure from parents. If a ball was thrown at you, it'd probably hit you in the face. You're stubborn like a mule. It's impossible for you to get a tan. You give warm hugs. You check out guys from asian dramas. You cry during some movies. You're short. You don't forget things. You don't pry. You like pasta? You have a very, very long tongue. You talk more on aim than in real life. You vent to deal with problems. You like to snowboard. You like the cold. You like to stay away from the crowd. You care. A promise means everything to you. You bang hard. Pang can bang LOL (: You're short. You will still remember me 5 years from now. You get high when sugar is involved. You like to run away from me. You don't like people staring at you. Your laughter is always cut short. Quads are bigger than you. You're hella expensive on friends for sale.
It's all I can come up with for now:P
Oh yeah.. today, I was looking through some old things and. I found something that I truly do regret and still haunts me to this day. Not a day passes by when I don't think about it and imagine what would happen if I had reacted differently. If only I wasn't so cruel. If only I wasn't so stupid. If only.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
9/3/08
Ok.. I've procrastinated blogging for like 3 days so here goes. On Monday, I played tennis in the afternoon with steven. We sucked. I think I almost blew out my wrist trying to make some beautiful shots -__- Later that night, julia, tim, erin, darren, and I went to tofu house for dinner. The food was ok but pretty expensive -__- After we ate, we went over to frozo's. Freaking tim got $9 worth of frozen ice cream.. After frozos, we walked around walgreens, checked out the intimacy section then left and went home.
The next day! school D; UGHH Actually, I totally forgot what happened on this day.. fucking procrastination.
Today! I woke up late ): I had to rush rush rush. But I still caught up with julia and tina today. :P slowpokes. All classes boring like always -__- I did all my math homework in three periods though :P I really hate wednesdays. I'm always hungry and there's not enough time for anything. During band practice, it was freaking hot as hell. I also tried to get rid of my farmer's tan :D OMFG FUCKING FLY FUCKING FLYING AROUND BOTHERING ME.. FUCKKK ITS TO HOT FOR THIS.
so yeah. next time, no procrastination.
The next day! school D; UGHH Actually, I totally forgot what happened on this day.. fucking procrastination.
Today! I woke up late ): I had to rush rush rush. But I still caught up with julia and tina today. :P slowpokes. All classes boring like always -__- I did all my math homework in three periods though :P I really hate wednesdays. I'm always hungry and there's not enough time for anything. During band practice, it was freaking hot as hell. I also tried to get rid of my farmer's tan :D OMFG FUCKING FLY FUCKING FLYING AROUND BOTHERING ME.. FUCKKK ITS TO HOT FOR THIS.
so yeah. next time, no procrastination.
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