Walking home was such a pain in the ass. Carrying a bio book and a calc book with my mellophone in the apprx 90 degrees heat was sooo tiring. Once I got home, I went to sleep.. WELL I washed up first THEN slept but yeah. I slept from 4-830 xD I woke up and when I got on the computer.. jessica left me a random as hell message:
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:18 PM): | oo you know that |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:23 PM): | if there's anything wrong |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:28 PM): | you can always come to me right? |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:31 PM): | you can trust me |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:32 PM): | =] |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:38 PM): | and if im not online and its like |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:40 PM): | 3 in the morning |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:44 PM): | go ahead and call me |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:49 PM): | and wake me up to vent |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:51 PM): | or talk |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:53 PM): | or whatever |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:43:54 PM): | b/c i know |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (4:44:00 PM): | i'd call you just to do that at 3 am |
yeahh.. and later on, kenny told me about some weird thing. A person thinks that I hate him even though I'm good friends with him. Just b/c I did not talk to him a lot this week doesn't mean I hate him or anything. and whenever he asks me what's up? b/c I look dead I always say I'm tired which is the truth but I guess he's taking it that I don't want to talk to him or something o.o. But like I said, it's the truth -__- For some reason, school is already killing me. Well, it's mainly calc bc that is killing me. For the first week of school, I had a test on tuesday and thursday and hw that was due on friday that was barely taught b/c we ran out of time.. For the whole week, I usually slept at 1 or 2. This is killer on my body.. AND the fact that we get screamed at during almost every marching practice. I start to feel stressed -__-. So test + practices + lack of sleep = tired... RIGHT? lol and I think he starts making up his own excuses for why I don't talk as much or I stay home. I already explained the talking a lot part. But I stay home most of the time now b/c.. well.. it is school right? I can't go out as much as I did in the summer. I can't go out every friday night to rockband. His excuse for why I don't go to his house to rockband or hang out or whatever is because I just rockband at home by myself. Well.. I do that but. I stay home b/c my mom doesn't like me going out a lot during the school year. and it's my time to take long ass naps without the thought of homework in the back of my head during that day. Almost everything I do has a reason.. Life is getting so complicated already. It's only the first week of senior year and I don't like it already. I didn't put hate b/c there are some good parts. Oh yeah. he also wants to have "deep convos" but, who said we haven't tried. It just doesn't click for me when I talk to him about those things. Like, when you tell someone something that you really felt you had to tell someone just to get it off of your chest? I tell him something like that but, it just doesn't satisfy. The weight of what I want to say is still there even when I tell him. So I only occaisionally talk to him about those things. I'm also the kind of guy that usually have these kind of convos with girls b/c talking to guys about these things usually make me feel gay :P But theres only one exception to kenny b/c iono.. somethings are directed to guys only and things that I tell him usually click and he usually knows what I'm thinking about.. which is fucking creepy D:
There.
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:16:27 PM): | he thinks you hate him |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:16:31 PM): | b/c you guys dont talk anymore |
| Chyy e eah (11:16:47 PM): | o.o |
| Chyy e eah (11:16:48 PM): | about what? |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:16 PM): | about anything |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:18 PM): | in general |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:18 PM): | like |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:21 PM): | if your angry |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:24 PM): | you dont talk to him about it |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:28 PM): | you just stay angry |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:30 PM): | and then |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:33 PM): | tell us fellow ladies |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:35 PM): | and stuff |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:37 PM): | and maybe kenny |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:39 PM): | or something |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:17:40 PM): | ino |
| Chyy e eah (11:17:56 PM): | i was only angry once this week |
| Chyy e eah (11:18:03 PM): | and that was the practice |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:18:14 PM): | o0o |
| Chyy e eah (11:18:15 PM): | and i didnt talk to ***** about b/c |
| Chyy e eah (11:18:34 PM): | it might have been mine and julias fault anyways b/c kaldy yelled at ***** for it or w/e |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:18:39 PM): | o0o |
| Chyy e eah (11:18:40 PM): | so i didnt wanna bring it up |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:18:44 PM): | o0o0o |
| Chyy e eah (11:18:46 PM): | and the other times |
| Chyy e eah (11:18:48 PM): | i was tired |
| Chyy e eah (11:18:50 PM): | like |
| Chyy e eah (11:18:52 PM): | dead tired |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:18:56 PM): | he says that you always say that |
| Chyy e eah (11:18:57 PM): | i would be sleepy by second period |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:00 PM): | o0o |
| Chyy e eah (11:19:13 PM): | b/c i have bc first period |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:24 PM): | o0o0o |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:25 PM): | =[ |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:27 PM): | that sucks |
| Chyy e eah (11:19:27 PM): | i have hw that sousa doesnt teach us and tests |
| Chyy e eah (11:19:33 PM): | so im like |
| Chyy e eah (11:19:35 PM): | up til 2 |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:19:38 PM): | o0o0o0o0o |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:33 PM): | well iono |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:41 PM): | i think *****'s just parinod of the whole thing |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:42 PM): | he says |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:45 PM): | your closer to kenny |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:20:50 PM): | ex: mission peak |
| Chyy e eah (11:21:08 PM): | b/c truthfully |
| Chyy e eah (11:21:20 PM): | i dont click with *****when i talk to him about stuff |
| Chyy e eah (11:21:25 PM): | maybe general stuff |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:21:34 PM): | o0o |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:25 PM): | iono |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:26 PM): | i think |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:35 PM): | he just wants to have deep convos with you |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:37 PM): | but he knows that |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:39 PM): | he never can |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:49 PM): | since you guys never actually HAD a deep convo |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:22:52 PM): | you know? |
| Chyy e eah (11:23:10 PM): | lol |
| Chyy e eah (11:23:16 PM): | never had but have tried |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:23 PM): | really? |
| Chyy e eah (11:23:34 PM): | tried |
| Chyy e eah (11:23:38 PM): | but he turns idle |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:41 PM): | o0o |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:42 PM): | on aim? |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:46 PM): | you can never count on it |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:23:48 PM): | -_- |
| Chyy e eah (11:23:50 PM): | lol |
| Chyy e eah (11:23:53 PM): | but |
| Chyy e eah (11:24:04 PM): | he gets too distracted in real life |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:24:16 PM): | LOL like how? |
| Chyy e eah (11:24:33 PM): | short attention span? |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:24:44 PM): | oo0o0o |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:24:47 PM): | i seee |
| Chyy e eah (11:26:52 PM): | like sometimes |
| Chyy e eah (11:27:03 PM): | he brushes some of the things i say aside |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:27:34 PM): | really? |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:27:40 PM): | he says the same with you |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:27:50 PM): | i guess its like an even thing? |
| Chyy e eah (11:28:08 PM): | iono? |
| Chyy e eah (11:28:09 PM): | o.o |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:29:53 PM): | anyways |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:29:58 PM): | yeaa |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:01 PM): | he thinks |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:07 PM): | your gonna hate him now for thinking that |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:09 PM): | -_- |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:19 PM): | you should tell him you dont hate him either |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:21 PM): | like what kenny did |
| Chyy e eah (11:30:30 PM): | i cant tell him i know |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:35 PM): | well |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:36 PM): | he knows |
| Chyy e eah (11:30:36 PM): | kenny told me not to |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:37 PM): | you know |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:39 PM): | o0o |
| Chyy e eah (11:30:39 PM): | o.o |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:40 PM): | well |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:30:42 PM): | now he knows |
| Chyy e eah (11:30:48 PM): | lol |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:00 PM): | just say like |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:16 PM): | "o, jessica told me what you think and i want to let you know that i dont hate you" |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:22 PM): | but dont sound homo about it.. |
| Chyy e eah (11:31:32 PM): | lol |
| Chyy e eah (11:31:43 PM): | i odnt thinks theres a way to do that |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:51 PM): | lol |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:53 PM): | just say like |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:55 PM): | YO ***** |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:31:59 PM): | i dont hate you |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:01 PM): | DAWG |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:02 PM): | haha |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:03 PM): | jkk |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:05 PM): | thats like |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:06 PM): | ghetto |
| Chyy e eah (11:32:11 PM): | im not black |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:31 PM): | haha |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:32:36 PM): | well your dark enough to pass |
| Chyy e eah (11:32:51 PM): | im not! |
| Chyy e eah (11:32:55 PM): | compared to lorraine |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:34:54 PM): | LMAO |
| Chyy e eah (11:35:12 PM): | and he also thinks i dont rb at his place b/c i have it myself right? |
| Chyy e eah (11:35:14 PM): | -__- |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:35:21 PM): | yea |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:35:55 PM): | maybe thats the reason why he never give you songs |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:36:02 PM): | maybe he's scared you'll leave us |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:36:03 PM): | or something |
| Chyy e eah (11:36:08 PM): | -__- |
| Chyy e eah (11:36:25 PM): | thats what i thought |
| Chyy e eah (11:36:45 PM): | but |
| Chyy e eah (11:36:50 PM): | i also think thats immature |
| Chyy e eah (11:37:04 PM): | what kinda person would think that their friend would leave them for a game |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:37:11 PM): | lol true |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:37:16 PM): | iono just dont get angry at him |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:37:28 PM): | b/c he doesnt want you to hate him anymore than you "do" |
| Chyy e eah (11:37:34 PM): | -___- |
| Chyy e eah (11:37:55 PM): | and |
| Chyy e eah (11:38:01 PM): | i like talking to girls about stuff b/c |
| Chyy e eah (11:38:06 PM): | i dont feel gay that way |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:39:26 PM): | LMAO |
| Chyy e eah (11:40:00 PM): | idk |
| Chyy e eah (11:40:01 PM): | its just me |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:40:26 PM): | thats true |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:40:37 PM): | i totally understand where your point of view is going |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:40:54 PM): | maybe he just wants convos like |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:40:59 PM): | if you had a bad day |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:00 PM): | or like |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:08 PM): | checking out girls (although he has *** -_-) |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:13 PM): | or sports |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:16 PM): | or something |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:16 PM): | iono |
| Chyy e eah (11:41:27 PM): | im not into sports... |
| Chyy e eah (11:41:37 PM): | and i check out girls but i only point out the cute ones |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:41 PM): | HAHA |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:42 PM): | truee |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:48 PM): | its funny b/c we make fun of you |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:41:57 PM): | xD |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:42:00 PM): | unless its |
| BUTitsMEEjessica (11:42:04 PM): | D: for you |
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