I just felt like rambling on my blog about something, anything. Hm.. I really hate myself for the type of person I am. I can't help it and I know it can be changed but it's so damnn hard. It has got to be one of my biggest flaws. Unfortunately, I've been too arrogant to do anything about it. I can be a really jealous person at times. Well, at unreasonable times. I won't say whennn just to keep it a secret but it's not that often. But when it is, it's stupid. I shouldn't even think about it. But why can't I get it out of my head? And I know it's not possible to sate this jealousy because it can potentially ruin many things and cause many more..
I want to talk about avoiding people. There should be a Avoiding 101 crash course or something. I don't know! I'm guessing some of you know who I'm talking about and it should not concern me but come on?? Subtle much? Hellll no. All this jumping around, running out of the room, purposely circumventing(heh heh SAT word) people gets really tiring, don't you think?
Passive-aggressive. Sounds cool doesn't it? Well, it can be such a bitch sometimes. Especially when someone who hates you(I'll explain why later) invites all my friends to her party. I'm not saying that's a bad thing but uhh thanks.
Omg. I still need to work on Angela's gift.. FML. I hate arts and crafts with a fcking passion! I totally suck at it! Well, i hope she appreciates the thought and effort I put into it and not judge it solely on the appearance of it..
I guess that's it for now. Until next time..
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
06.25.09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA BANH<3
Soooo my morning really started out stressful as hell. -__- I woke up at 5 (for no apparent reason) and started to look for the right picture to use in Jessica's birthday present (total procrastinator!). I'm just happy I found one.. I ended up having to order it online from Walgreens and I fricken chose to pick it up at the one farther from my house. -__- Well, the pictures were ready to be picked up at 9 and I had to make the gift before 10:20(when Jessica leaves for whatever she wishes to do on her 18th birthday). And I had to drive my sister AND her friends to CGA and they take so fcking long to get to my house AND I had to pick one of them up. FUCKING SHIT. Well yeah, once I hit 237W at 9:30, there was traffic.. it wasn't that bad but there was still traffic and I was in a pretty shitty mood because of my sister. So I actually made it to Walgreens before 10, made the gift in the car(gahh my handwriting is SHIT), and gave it to her before 10:20 :D yay for speeding and weaving through traffic.. I think it was kinda awkward when I went to her house, I should have stayed and talked xD ahh I'm stupid. Well, I traded her season 1 of Grey's Anatomy that I borrowed for season two . I love Grey's Anatomy :] Thank you Jessica and Maggie for getting me to watch it! When I got home, I tried to jog a little.. like 15 minutes since Angela did not mention the start time of the How I Met Your Mother marathon until like 30 minutes before it began. Well yeah, I got to Albert's house and as I peered through his door window, I make eye contact with the last person that wants to make eye contact with me.. yupp. awkkkkwarddd. After I drove Albert to get food, we totally pigged out on asian food xD then the marathon started around.. 12:30 :D Gosh that show's awesome but it's wayyy too predictable. It really reminds me of the random stuff that typically runs through my mind.
Gawddd Neil Patrick Harris is fcking awesome. The sht that runs through his mind.. I wanna be like that :D LOL scary.. So after 22 episodes of season one of HIMYM and 3 episodes of season two, it was 11PM and we finally leave Albert's place. Sorry Albert that you had to buy all that food! Next time we'll all split it! It's only fair! But the food you bought sure was good. :D anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN, JESSICA
p.s. I did not forget about biting you, Maggie.
Soooo my morning really started out stressful as hell. -__- I woke up at 5 (for no apparent reason) and started to look for the right picture to use in Jessica's birthday present (total procrastinator!). I'm just happy I found one.. I ended up having to order it online from Walgreens and I fricken chose to pick it up at the one farther from my house. -__- Well, the pictures were ready to be picked up at 9 and I had to make the gift before 10:20(when Jessica leaves for whatever she wishes to do on her 18th birthday). And I had to drive my sister AND her friends to CGA and they take so fcking long to get to my house AND I had to pick one of them up. FUCKING SHIT. Well yeah, once I hit 237W at 9:30, there was traffic.. it wasn't that bad but there was still traffic and I was in a pretty shitty mood because of my sister. So I actually made it to Walgreens before 10, made the gift in the car(gahh my handwriting is SHIT), and gave it to her before 10:20 :D yay for speeding and weaving through traffic.. I think it was kinda awkward when I went to her house, I should have stayed and talked xD ahh I'm stupid. Well, I traded her season 1 of Grey's Anatomy that I borrowed for season two . I love Grey's Anatomy :] Thank you Jessica and Maggie for getting me to watch it! When I got home, I tried to jog a little.. like 15 minutes since Angela did not mention the start time of the How I Met Your Mother marathon until like 30 minutes before it began. Well yeah, I got to Albert's house and as I peered through his door window, I make eye contact with the last person that wants to make eye contact with me.. yupp. awkkkkwarddd. After I drove Albert to get food, we totally pigged out on asian food xD then the marathon started around.. 12:30 :D Gosh that show's awesome but it's wayyy too predictable. It really reminds me of the random stuff that typically runs through my mind.
Gawddd Neil Patrick Harris is fcking awesome. The sht that runs through his mind.. I wanna be like that :D LOL scary.. So after 22 episodes of season one of HIMYM and 3 episodes of season two, it was 11PM and we finally leave Albert's place. Sorry Albert that you had to buy all that food! Next time we'll all split it! It's only fair! But the food you bought sure was good. :D anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN, JESSICAp.s. I did not forget about biting you, Maggie.
06.24.09
Time to take up blogging again! I think the last time I blogged was like.. idk when.. I should check and I'll get back to this. So anyways! In recent events, I GRADUATED. c/o MHS 2009.
Finally. Graduation day was kind of depressing because it was sprinkling at first but it went away and the sun come up. The graduation ceremony was boring as hell but the stuff that happened after made up for it! Especially the parties.. I truly am going to miss everyone, almost everyone. I'm going to miss all those I grew up with, those who helped me through my bad times, and those who shared laughs with me. Hopefully, I will keep in touch with all those close to me and not break off any friendships just because of distance. In a way, going to school at Cal Poly SLO is bad because I'm distant from all my close friends. I will have to make new ones.. And it is highly likely that I will have a white roommate. woo hoo!.. Ever since school let out, I have been going out every single day. Yay for having a car! A grey 2004 Corolla S!
Gawd I love my car. It's my personal escape. Too bad it took my dad 6 months to find it :/ After my constant nagging of course.
I should talk about Senior Ball! Senior Ball was REALLY last minute for me. I didn't even know I would go until like two weeks before it.. in spring break So I had to ask online for who would be willing to go.. I guess it's ok though! I asked Maggie and she said she could so I kinda sorta formally asked her by using edible goldfishes :D Anyways, Senior Ball was pretty fun despite the music and the terrible dish I ordered for dinner Dx Oh, we ate at Bella Mia. Omg when we got to the parking lot, Darren parked his parents SUV perfectly between two mercedes and Jessica Lim opens the door, drops her cell phone and slams her car door into the mercedes next to her to try and rescue her phone. FAIL. That was sooo hilarious though! omg.. during prom, darrick pang kept fucking following me EVERYWHERE. AHHH SO ANNOYING! Alan Hsu also danced with a black chick.. he's definitely my idol.
After prom.. I don't want to get into details because truthfully, it was all a blur. Especially ap exams.. I THINK I GOT A 3 ON BOTH MY BIO AND CALC BC EXAMS ): AH. SOOO SADDD. Btw.. I managed to barely get above a 3.0, unweighted..
Next thing isss relay for life! This year really sucked compared to last year. Not only was it cold but there were very few people participating. I had to pay $100 out of my own pocket too ): oh well, still had some good memories. I pulled an allnighter again! Mainly by walking about 4-5 hour that night on the track and staying awake by the random shit albert, dinh, and angela said. I really don't know how we managed to pull and allnighter since there was barely anything to do.. All I remember is playing 10 fingers, walking the track, playing pick out the lie, playing apples to apples, and waiting for the damn sunrise that angela wanted to see for 1.5 hours.. And later that day was jessica's birthday party! yay lack of sleep! Omg. people kept following darren and me. It was so annoying. Everywhere we went, we'd have some sort of posse following us within 5-10 minutes Dx Even when darren, jessica, kenny, and I locked ourselves into jessica's room, people just had to force their way in -__- GAHH annoying..
I can't think of anymore exciting past events.. So I guess this is where my blogging will really start.
Finally. Graduation day was kind of depressing because it was sprinkling at first but it went away and the sun come up. The graduation ceremony was boring as hell but the stuff that happened after made up for it! Especially the parties.. I truly am going to miss everyone, almost everyone. I'm going to miss all those I grew up with, those who helped me through my bad times, and those who shared laughs with me. Hopefully, I will keep in touch with all those close to me and not break off any friendships just because of distance. In a way, going to school at Cal Poly SLO is bad because I'm distant from all my close friends. I will have to make new ones.. And it is highly likely that I will have a white roommate. woo hoo!.. Ever since school let out, I have been going out every single day. Yay for having a car! A grey 2004 Corolla S!
Gawd I love my car. It's my personal escape. Too bad it took my dad 6 months to find it :/ After my constant nagging of course.
I should talk about Senior Ball! Senior Ball was REALLY last minute for me. I didn't even know I would go until like two weeks before it.. in spring break So I had to ask online for who would be willing to go.. I guess it's ok though! I asked Maggie and she said she could so I kinda sorta formally asked her by using edible goldfishes :D Anyways, Senior Ball was pretty fun despite the music and the terrible dish I ordered for dinner Dx Oh, we ate at Bella Mia. Omg when we got to the parking lot, Darren parked his parents SUV perfectly between two mercedes and Jessica Lim opens the door, drops her cell phone and slams her car door into the mercedes next to her to try and rescue her phone. FAIL. That was sooo hilarious though! omg.. during prom, darrick pang kept fucking following me EVERYWHERE. AHHH SO ANNOYING! Alan Hsu also danced with a black chick.. he's definitely my idol.
After prom.. I don't want to get into details because truthfully, it was all a blur. Especially ap exams.. I THINK I GOT A 3 ON BOTH MY BIO AND CALC BC EXAMS ): AH. SOOO SADDD. Btw.. I managed to barely get above a 3.0, unweighted..
Next thing isss relay for life! This year really sucked compared to last year. Not only was it cold but there were very few people participating. I had to pay $100 out of my own pocket too ): oh well, still had some good memories. I pulled an allnighter again! Mainly by walking about 4-5 hour that night on the track and staying awake by the random shit albert, dinh, and angela said. I really don't know how we managed to pull and allnighter since there was barely anything to do.. All I remember is playing 10 fingers, walking the track, playing pick out the lie, playing apples to apples, and waiting for the damn sunrise that angela wanted to see for 1.5 hours.. And later that day was jessica's birthday party! yay lack of sleep! Omg. people kept following darren and me. It was so annoying. Everywhere we went, we'd have some sort of posse following us within 5-10 minutes Dx Even when darren, jessica, kenny, and I locked ourselves into jessica's room, people just had to force their way in -__- GAHH annoying..
I can't think of anymore exciting past events.. So I guess this is where my blogging will really start.
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