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I just felt like rambling on my blog about something, anything. Hm.. I really hate myself for the type of person I am. I can't help it and I know it can be changed but it's so damnn hard. It has got to be one of my biggest flaws. Unfortunately, I've been too arrogant to do anything about it. I can be a really jealous person at times. Well, at unreasonable times. I won't say whennn just to keep it a secret but it's not that often. But when it is, it's stupid. I shouldn't even think about it. But why can't I get it out of my head? And I know it's not possible to sate this jealousy because it can potentially ruin many things and cause many more..
I want to talk about avoiding people. There should be a Avoiding 101 crash course or something. I don't know! I'm guessing some of you know who I'm talking about and it should not concern me but come on?? Subtle much? Hellll no. All this jumping around, running out of the room, purposely circumventing(heh heh SAT word) people gets really tiring, don't you think?
Passive-aggressive. Sounds cool doesn't it? Well, it can be such a bitch sometimes. Especially when someone who hates you(I'll explain why later) invites all my friends to her party. I'm not saying that's a bad thing but uhh thanks.
Omg. I still need to work on Angela's gift.. FML. I hate arts and crafts with a fcking passion! I totally suck at it! Well, i hope she appreciates the thought and effort I put into it and not judge it solely on the appearance of it..
I guess that's it for now. Until next time..